The funniest thing ever…..
The funniest thing ever…..
Its the day before Thanksgiving and im sitting at home alone watching “Turbo” with the volume completely off. Y’all already knew I was strange, dont go judging me now. Lol. Anyway. The sound is off because im listening to “As” by Anthony Hamilton and Marsha Ambrosius. Its a cover of Stevie Wonder. LOVE This song. Its like an romantic poem. its got my mood all crazy…
I KNOW THAT ALL MUSIC IS POETRY but this is different. The lyrics are insane.
Anyway, how has everyone been? Good? Great! Am I still talking to no one…. guess from the silence, thats a yes. Lol. Its been a long time since I wrote anything. Its like my life has gotten crazy. I’m going through this crazy time in my life, not sure what coming next, but from the size of the storm I can tell that there is something great at the end of this season. It might finally be my life’s Summer. Hell I’ll even take a spring. Lately ive had a lot of Falls and bad winters. Some of you may not get the metaphor. Ill have to write about that in my next blog. So lets catch up.
Whats new with me? Hmmm well… a lot. I’ve grown a lot recently. Had lots of time to do some self reflecting. Started to fall in love with me again. Starting to realize how great the guy in the mirror really is. Its strange, sometimes its like I’m just meeting myself for the first time and at this old age.
Guess what Y’all. I’ll let you in on a secret. I’m getting close to thirty, Dont Tell anyone. I feel like im still 22.
I still have this song on repeat. When it started to play again, I stop and inhaled. Then… I exhaled… I let go… I released… im so damn dramatic lol…
Just got my first Thanksgiving text and phone call. One from my new little bro and one from my sis. That just touched my heart a little. Back to whatever I was talking about.
"And the rosebuds know to bloom in early may. Just as HATE knows loves the cure, you can rest your mind assure, I’ll be loving you always"
Read that again…
My God… those words… they fill me and I feel them. I might choose to spend this Thanksgiving alone… not sure what im gonna do… every year i say i want to spend Thanksgiving with just me and my friend, until the actual day comes and then I just want my momma. Lol. Well I’ll end this pointless rant, but I’ll leave you with this…
The evidence of LOVE is loyalty. When you love someone you make room for them in your heart and most of all in your life. You begin not to see them with your eyes but begin to see them with your heart. And when you can see someone with your heart you forget about whats wrong or right. You stand by them anyway. You become dedicated to them. not because you owe them but you they have become a part of who you are. they are in your heart.
Look for people that are loyal to you. Look for the evidence of love.
Awww… I just started to like this girl… great words
When sex becomes a production or performance that is when it loses its value. Be mutual. Be loud. Be clumsy. Make noises, be quiet, and make a mess. Bite, scratch, push, pull, hold, thrust. Remove pressure from the moment. Love the moment. Embrace it. Enjoy your body; enjoy your partners’ body. Produce sweat, be natural, entice your senses, give into pleasure. Bump heads, miss when you kiss, laugh when it happens. Speak words, speak with your body, speak to their soul. Touch their skin, kiss their goose bumps, and play with their hair. Scream, beg, whimper, sigh, let your toes curl, lose yourself. Chase your breath; keep the lights on, watch their eyes when they explode. Forget worrying about extra skin, sizes of parts and things that are meaningless. Save the expectations, take each second as it comes. Smear your make up, mess up your hair, rid your masculinity, and lose your ego. Detonate together, collapse together, and melt into each other.
because sex is not supposed to be air-brushed or photo-shopped.
because sex is not an event to showcase your talents.
it’s supposed to be raw & primal and human.
an amazing connection ( hopefully with equal parts of love & lust)
best done when you are really ready to get lost in one another.
~ beautflstranger(via beautflstranger)
Opportunities comes, but once in life, so take advantage of it….#IG