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I was listening to one of my favorite artist, by the name of Teeya Skipper, check it out!!!! She has this song called Dreams. Its amazing. Got me thinking again. Lol I know right, something always has me thinking. Sorry guys, I get emotional some times and my mind starts to wonder…. wait Pause. This guy Alex Huff just sang down on this video…. lol
Ok Im back… it must be hard to follow my writtings esp. since my thoughts are all over the place. Ok back to Teeya and Dreams
So this song has this incredible message. And its so true for my life. Im always scared to move forward and to chase my dreams. Scared that I’ll be denied once again or that someone will notice that im not as great as ppl say I am. Fear, one of the most destructive tools of the devil. Im not gonna share my dreams here cuz it would be a waste since nobody READS these lol, but I have them… huge ones, and small one too.. couple medium ones in there. Just a few. But even at my age I still struggle with wanting someone approval and fear of rejection. What if you dont think I’m good; what if im not good enough; what if I fail; what if… what if… what if… scared to be judged… and even more scared to be loved…
Yeah that right… What if you actually like me, what if I really am good, what if im noticed… what then… Sounds crazy right. I know… I’m nuts…
"Tell me when will it be my time, will I see my name in lights…."
Truth is I dont know how to get over your fears. Im still searching for that answer. I know that it takes a lot of will and encouragement. And sometimes it takes a push… thank God for ppl that will push you there. Amen?
So until I find the answer I’ll promise to keep encouraging ppl to follow their dreams. No matter how big or small… chase them… like a child playing tag, arms waving in the wind… Go for it… Dont let anyone stop you or get in your way…
You are amazingly talented and if nobody else believes in you believe in yourself.